During the Christmas holiday season I tend to get a little emotional.
When it comes to traditions, I am a sucker for them. I love them all. All.
When it comes to decorating, everytime I pull out my Memaw's decorations I have, I cry.
I miss her every day. Every. Single. Day.
Looking at my husband makes me tear up a lot of times (although he has no idea) because I know how truly blessed I am to have him in my life. I don't know how God chose him for me, but man I am glad he did.
I love both of my families very much but I still cannot help getting a little emotional when I think about the time I don't get to spend with my parents during the holidays. They really are amazing.
This year, I miss my brother, Bradley. He won't be around, I haven't spoken to him in months, he sent me a Christmas card which made me cry and feel guilty because I didn't send him one and I just really wish he were around to talk to. Geez. Tearing up writing this. moving on.
Christmas for me is a time for family. For going home again, no matter what home is to you. It is Christmas where I believe magic surrounds us all the time and life can take on some many new meanings and adventures.
God send us a little home;
To come back to when we roam.
Wooden floors & fluted tiles;
Wide windows, a view for miles.
Red firelight & deep chairs;
Small white beds upstairs.
Great talk in little nooks;
Soft colors, rows of books.
One picture on each wall;
Not many things at all.
God send us a little ground;
Where tall trees stand 'round.
Homely flowers in fertile sod;
Overhead, thy stars, O God.
God bless thee when winds blow;
Our home, our family, and all we know.
5 comments:
this is so sweet.
Aww you are the cutest. That was very sweet! :)
*hugs!*
oh hun, that would not be easy and i can only imagine what you are feeling.
my family lives within 5 minutes and i couldn't imagine not seeing them all a few times a week.
you will still have a wonderful holiday season hun!!
thinking of you sweet girl! sending big hugs!!
aww this made me tear up! it's the first christmas my brothers wont be with us at all! it's such a bummer! lots of hugs for you! :)
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